have you ever got that feeling inside of you, that battles every time your mother tell you not to do something you cant help to not to... whenever she tells me to do something like ask to use the phone i dont see the deal... i find it a pointless procedure that's designed to waste my time. i do practiclly everything im supposed to and slip out eventually with something minuscule and im the worst person in the world. it frustrates me. but shes gotten so angry at me so often ive lost all fear of it. she can yell in my face and all i can do is keep a straight face. the same when im punished. its like it doesnt effect me.
they keep standards that no one can live up to and not even themselves can cope. its ridiculous. anyway ive been working on some photo shoots and ive come up with some really good ones. i might upload them when they have been marked.